I’ve been making some moves. Where a couple weeks ago I was feeling like I hadn’t made enough progress and today I feel very different.
It’s not that I’ve made so much more progress than before, I’ve just been more active since making the plan. I’ve been consistent and it’s paying off with even the slightest increase in readership.
There’s one thing that’s scaring me though: the prospect of going to grad school. My boys are adamantly opposed, worried that I’ll forget about them. And I how could I? Mother’s who love, rarely do anything without thinking of how it will affect their children. So the protests of my children are not falling on deaf ears.
This process is the difference between choosing the safe and comfortable option versus pushing forward into radical life changes. Honestly, right now I want to regress and do whatever is easiest. I’m shitting myself thinking all I have to do is make the move and the universe will back me up.
But I refuse to be afraid of being great. I don’t want to live my life thinking what could have happened if I had only been brave enough.
I’m thinking the next week or so is going to be about beating the fear.
And beat it I shall.
and beat it you shall! Go for it! If you’re happy and in your game, your boys will catch on. I’m slowly learning this on my own. Here for you.