Making plans, getting my ass in gear and guess what…today I’m at a complete loss for what to say.

It was a craptastic week. Stressing about money, ambush at work, injury from working out…I’m tired, cranky and I just want to isolate myself in my room. I want to lock the door and watch TV on the internet until I fall asleep.

Unfortunately, the boy has other ideas. He wants me to play and watch him dance and sing. He wants to sit with me and watch TV but I just want to be alone. I snapped at him a couple times because I tried to tell him politely. But really, its just me and him, so I totally understand why he just wants to sit under me.

I apologized for snapping and explained that I’m just in a bad mood and don’t want to be bothered. But kids never understand that. So when he came in and asked me for a hug and a kiss, I held him and told him that I loved him.

And my heart softened and swelled. Because no matter how mean I am to him, the boy loves his momma and just wants my love.

Nothing like unconditional love to make you forget that things suck. The boy’s love was like a warm blanket and he was wrapping me in it. And all is right with the world.

Damn I love that boy.